to be near myself
Feels like time moves sluggishly, then speeds up when I'm not watching the minutes tick by. My friend Craig is getting married in three weeks and expecting a baby in a few months. My nephew now comes up to my waist in height, and says my name, and Buckley's...sort of. He calls me 'Gii-giish' and Buckley is 'Gucky' with a hard G.
I used to love sleep. Lately though, I've been having the most bizarre dreams. Disturbing content and the feelings from the dreams linger over me like a mist all day. I just want to sleep and be rested.
I don't want to dream of cut off hands, or sex with strangers. Too disembodying. I wonder if that is a word. Maybe I always want something. Sleep, better sleep, more sleep, fabulous sleep. Shit like that.
Due to reasons beyond my control, I cannot update as often as I like. However, I will do so as odten as I can. Talk soon,
Love,
Gish
Thursday, July 26, 2007 8:23:00 PM
Hi Gish--like your new camera.
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Sunday, July 29, 2007 12:46:00 AM
Hi Gish,
I Feel your family wrapped closely around you and though maybe it's not apparently too comforting for you it comforts me that have them all.
the little ones and the elders...
Big Hugs,
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