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This is what it could look like when one completely deconstructs a life as one knows it, and how to build from the ground up. Alternatively, this is a fresh look at an old story. The fine art of falling apart.

going on forever

going on forever
Originally uploaded by Abstract Magdalene.

Well, it seems the fates are a little aligned against me. When I look at that photograph, new possibilities come to life. I need to stop worrying about money and land where the wind takes me.

I was fired yesterday. Not for the reasons management gave me, but rather because of the state of my mental health. Yes, my mental health. Which is all fine and good to make a fuss about, but in reality I don't think that anything can be done about it because they didn't tell me they were doing it because of my mental health (which would be illegal, right?)

In any case, the way I am looking at it right now is this:
New possibilities
freedom to seek them out
freedom to get better
that this, in itself is an oppourtunity.

And because I'm a girl (even though I told MG yesterday that I am usually not a pussy while crying on the phone to him) I am going to get a manicure and a pedicure.

Before anyone freaks out about my spending money on this sort of thing, I'll just let you know there are places I get them for 30 for both. So there.

Im mostly crushed that people at that Children's Aid Society would think I would do the things they said I did in order to fire me. It's beyond my comprehension. I'm a social worker, the theory and practice was ingrained in my very thoughts during four years of university, then during 4 years practicing in the field.

So.....I'm just going to take a couple of days to just breath. I've applied for a couple of jobs this morning, one in Vancouver (which is probably a stupid idea) and I'll see if anything comes from that.

so that's it. That's as honest as it gets around here.

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