Buckley barks at the sound of cars going by on the highway. I ate shrimp cocktail for a mid night snack. I haven't been sleeping for quite some time. My older sister tells me I snore. So I must be getting some sleep at least.

Some movie on A&E is creeping me out, it's called Jesus Camp. Looks like a how-to on training your children to be Christian.

I've been thinking about updating here for the past few days but nothing has come to mind that I thought was worth mentioning. I have been thinking about work, my old work and possible work in the future. Or moving away. Or finding the urge, the drive to change something within myself. Which just isn't there, right now.

I guess the stories of people that feel they get a second chance when the clock strikes midnight, bug me. For me, I don't believe in second chances. I feel as though the first chance is all we get, and when we fuck it up, we just keep going on the same chance.

I haven't had a brake in awhile. Although I don't really believe in it, I kind of hope that 2008 will be better for me. Mostly because 2007 was so bad, I know I wouldn't survive it if I had to do it again, regardless of who came and went in my life.

This is too heavy. I need to shut it down for awhile, just long enough to be underwater for awhile.