I used to be funny
You know, I have journals from the time I was 12 years old. Rereading them is like reliving those times in my life. And given the fact my life hasn't been a fabulous cup of tea, that may not be so good. I wonder still, why I keep them around. If I had to sum them up in a word, it would be...
desperate.
It's been raining here for 2 days. The water is melting the snow and ice, the mud underneath is soft and Buckley tracks it in on his paws. He leaves little muddy prints on the floor. Sometimes, I wipe them up. He can stay at outside for hours if I let him, he doesn't mind the rain. Silly dog.
I've been trying to work on my admissions essay. I've been trying to think like a social worker. It's been a little difficult to put myself back into that mind set given I haven't been practicing for a little while now.
I just realised this is kind of a pretty boring journal. I used to be funny. Way back in the day.
Tuesday, January 08, 2008 2:22:00 AM
you used to laugh at yourself and the world it's ok you don't have to be funny everyday
you don't need to be a critic of yourself
this place feels more public or more performance based, less interactive for some reason top